Monday, July 30, 2012

sorrow or joy...

wrote this in the early weeks when tyan was just gone...i think it best reflects what I have been thinking abt these past couple of days...the dilemma...

In anticipation of the joy of motherhood
I went through the arduous journey of 9mths
But it turned out to be a time of sorrow and tears
the loss of my son

Days turned into weeks
And weeks into months
Not knowing if this grief will ever end
Will I dare to go through another 9 months
Do I dare to hope again
Not knowing what lies ahead
Taking one step at a tome
Trying to trust again
The promises He has
what will it be this time
Sorrow or joy?

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